Live life authentic, full of heart, love & Joy

"Although I am naturally a bon vivant, this life in love, happiness and “wealth” has not always been this way!"

It took me about 20 years to find the love of my life. I have had many dates, 2 wedding ceremonies, relationships with cheating, narcissism and excessive drinking. I have been pregnant 3 times and now proud mother of a sweet teenage son. Despite my positive approach, there were long periods of much sadness, guilt and shame.

Financially I went through difficult times and it was sometimes lonely as a single mother, although at the same time I had lovely people around me.

In addition, I struggled with my weight for almost as long (about 15 years). Tried many diets and different eating patterns. But the biggest problem was (the cause of) my emotional eating, which was often related to the course of my relationships. This started around my 20s because I wanted men to fall in love with me and not my looks when dating.

I had an enormous sense of responsibility, I was “good and bourgeois”; tried to stay in my role both professionally and privately and never crossed social boundary's.

I did, however, continuously let others take over mine. Especially men. Despite my intuition often warned me, I always continued to see the best in the other person and repeatedly plunged into unhealthy relationships.

THE WAY FROM MY HEAD TO MY HEART  

Out of fear I kept making choices from my head. Fear of being alone. Fear of not making it financially. Guilt and shame towards my family, towards my ex; my son’s father.

From my twentieth birthday I carefully opened myself again to my deep inner knowledge, my intuition. I experienced the power of my sensitivity, and it took me to higher positions in business. Still, I didn’t let it go completely and eventually broke down. And ended up in a burnout.

Shortly after my second wedding ceremony, I discovered that I had been going beyond my limits for years. That I took good care of everyone but myself. That’s when the switch turned: I realized that I MYSELF am responsible for my own happiness! This was not dependent on a relationship, my weight, ostentation, materialism or that top job.

FROM PITFALL TO STRENGTH

I had already invested a lot in myself in terms of time and certainly also in terms of money in training, courses, self-help books, spiritual books and programs. Partly out of interest, to develop myself and to see if that methodology suited me to use in a possible practice. But certainly also to remove my own blockages along the way. Despite everything I had done and did… patterns repeated themselves, I ran into similar blocks. Even when I THOUGHT I had learned my lessons. But apparently not good enough or it didn’t last.

In 2017 I followed a training to become a transformation coach. The training was the start for new deep personal processes. 

All sorts of issues came up that I didn’t even know about, or that I thought I had left behind long ago.

Then somewhere around 2020 Human Design came across and I studied my profile (if your interested and somehow familiar with HD: I'm a 3/6 splenic projector ) over and over again, getting more details and insights along the way. 

Finally I found the way from my head to my heart.
I came home to myself. I could and can be who I really am again!

2022 was the year that changes everything for me. I recovered from my second burnout (that lasted for almost a year), and felt the urge to restart my  practice. Not from scratch, but from alignment! In the past I've read about GeneKeys, but it didn't made sense back then. I didn't feel it. 

Until that year. It turned out to be the final piece of my puzzle. 

I saw it, read it, started to contemplate it:  I was finally open and ready to take a deep dive trough my authentic journey to be me, the real me. 
And that changes everything! For me, my family and my new clients! 

It helped me to discover my lifework, my soul path, how to recognize what shadow-work I still had to do (ongoing process ;-)) how to take good care of my energy, improved my connections with family and friends and most importantly; how to make aligned decisions from the heart. 

So I think it isn't a surprise that I support transformational and intuitive coaching by using HD/GK-profiles guiding you to your heart-desired outcomes of important dilemma's, decisions and dreams.